Mar 10, 2009
I miss being independent!♥
It's 12.23am - 11th March 09
I was extra-ordinarily excited thruout the night. I wonder if itz the caffeine of mocha i had after dinner , or was it bcuz the dull-ness and the blue-ness tht striked.. ?
Lots to spill ..
Remain unrevealed , eventually .
In a way, Relieved - i feel.
Thanks for the talk, the laughters over the phone.
I like your answers for the self-confident thingy btw.
"You're coming back for good?"
(Damn, not a good question) Miri is an ideal place to live in, miri is Home, miri is still the comfort zone.. but frankly, to settle down just like tht ..? i doubt ~ if i would regret. Well, iM pretty sure i would. .
Mei told me an exciting news this evening.
It's really a Dream-Come-True, if it happens to be the way i want it to be ..
*Fingers-crossed*
Btw, one of the major reasons iM so reluctant to stay home - I feel so not-motivated, due to my very-relying-on-ppl-personality, whenever there's ppl for me to rely on. This is when i really geram over myself. Life feels wonderful and meaningful and somuch contented when you get to stand on your own, managing yourself .. That is when you feel you're right on the path, moving closer and closer towards your goal! and i miss that!!
She was here at
@9:23 AM