MeOw ~

2010-03-23T03:07:00.000-07:00

UUUUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

MEANINGLESS SHIT

2010-02-22T09:36:00.000-08:00

......... ...
God has HIS way . . .

...

2010-01-01T20:02:00.000-08:00

since when your no longer there ...

"CoutureGrp, i bid Goodbye"

2009-11-02T00:01:00.000-08:00

It's Four.
My 1st Monday after leaving the Couture Group.

I'm Sorry, V

2009-08-26T07:48:00.000-07:00

Abandoned my blog for quite some time, and now iM back ..

It's all because i need a place to express . .

Somuch had happened in the past two months,

Ive joined Couture Group..
Meeting new colleagues, dealing .. arranging .. managing .... Ive learnt alot & there's alot more to learn iM sure.
iM definitely happy with my job.

But today, I feel bad ..
I'm sorry, V.
I knw I didnt handle the case well enough.. iM sure i made you feel ....
I'm so sorry.

Wedding Couture

2009-07-02T19:40:00.000-07:00

http://www.weddingcouture.com.my/

Faith

2009-06-22T09:32:00.000-07:00

Faith Faith! Come to me!
You've lost enough way. so ComeonBack! =)

Live for yourself!

2009-06-19T06:21:00.000-07:00

Twice. I know wht it's like, When the closest one turns out to be a total stranger.. It hurts, alot.

But what?

The fact is there. Take it & Live with it!

張惠妹_你是愛我的

2009-05-28T08:35:00.000-07:00

張惠妹_你是愛我的

同樣的一場日落　

同樣你還是沒說

只是抱緊我　時間一到就鬆手

你用一萬個理由　

都比沉默還溫柔

為什麼愛我又不斷退後

你害怕的是什麼(chorus)　

你想要的是什麼

站在你背後　

我連呼吸都痛

我要　

相信你是愛我的

我要　

相信你是勇敢的

我煩　

時間是最殘酷的　

我怎麼等

我要　

相信你是愛我的

不要　

當我每次唱情歌

眼裡總有太多泪不停拉扯

我用一萬個答案　

解釋我們的距離

到最後發現我全都猜錯

你懷裡有太多問號

告訴我怎麼依靠

妥协

2009-05-19T06:30:00.000-07:00

《妥协》 - 蔡依林

你总爱编织谎言
我负责配合表演
所有改变只为了进入你的世界
这情节重复了一百遍
才发现是你的心太野

你划定楚河汉界
我不能轻易犯规
所有时间都是先给了你优先权
不自觉爱到不敢冒险
成了你的傀儡一年两年
才看见我有多狼狈

爱到妥协到头来还是无解
绑着你不让你飞
历史不断重演我好累

爱到妥协也无法将故事再重写
你已下最后通牒
我躲在我的世界

你只是害怕一个人睡
我不想再为你掉泪
我了解不会变
不再徘徊
开始自己的明天

自信是一种力量

2009-05-19T05:14:00.000-07:00

无论身处顺境，还是逆境，都应该微笑及平静地面对人生。
有了自信，生活便有了希望。

“天生我才必有用”，哪怕命运之神一次次把我们捉弄，
只要拥有自信，拥有一颗自强不息，积极向上的心，成功迟早会属于你。

当然，自信也要有分寸。
过分自信，只会变得狂妄自大，目中无人。

-《音乐家的故事》东方日报-

The Alcoholy-Papaya

2009-05-13T06:59:00.000-07:00

YESH! I finally went for facial session on Monday. and *Congrats to Cherry on her 2nd baby on the way! =)

Back to the pic above, tht's the 'AlcoHoly-Papaya' i bought after facial. Well, the 1st bite which brought along a heavy alcohol taste had me gone like "HMmm? apatuu", so i decided to take a pic of it and blog abit on it. *Tao Tao was on the left of the papaya, staring at it with his chin senget to the right, as if he smelt something fishy going on.

Better

2009-05-06T09:31:00.000-07:00

iM feeling better after switching down-ness to makan. Fried beehoon + 8 bbq fishballs + iced coffee .. soo addictive .. I LOVE COoo-HHEEeeee!!!

iM leaving EU epi15 on play whole night, as ive been distracted by mails, facebook, news, blogs .. blah blah blah~~~

iM now chatting with meimei. I love my meimei!!!!

Ohyah, Jazz Festival. Just heard frm Kath tht Astro users are given the tickets FOC, good news. I missed lastyear's. Let's see if i'll go this fri.

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To you,

Thanks.
I dont mean to react so cold.
I know it hurts.
But no selfishness is allowed iM clear.
Thankyou. I mean it.

Tao Tao 淘萄 Notty-Grape

2009-05-03T23:48:00.000-07:00

Tao Tao 淘萄 (Notty-Grape)

This lil'notttiiee 'popped-out' at my home since a week ago. To our suprise, he looks exactly the same as Piipii.. the stripes, the colour, the fur, the-wearing-sock-paw!! WhOohooOohHooohOoo!! =D We assume he's the grandson of Piipii, or maybe he's the nephew? Lol. Bcuz actually we lost Piipii's brother since he was still a kitten, and I seriously think tht Luzio and I were the 'culprits'~~ Making toomuch-overly fun of the bro (Sorry piipii's bro. I feel bad, but i was still a kid. &.. it was Ahem..Fun~) Aha~

Btw, Lolo loves the name Tao Tao, as in 萄萄 (Grape punya 'tao') , but then i prefer 淘淘. So meimei came out with a perfect solution, combining both 'Tao(s)' - 淘萄 Naughty Grape!! =)) Cute, right?!! eheheh...

Tao Tao is still a kitten, a clumsy one. Like the other cats, he licks himself alot = hygiene ;) but his fur is forever too wet, i wonder why~ ahahah you can always find afew spots of his standing furs after he licks it. And the other night he actually fell of the couch when i thought he had finally found the right spot & right position to zzz. This lil'thingiee jumped onto the couch, settled himself down by the edge (hmm??) , and started licking himself (cats clean themselves before zzz), and i was like "AWww..." idulging in his very lovable, cute until cannot cute face, when his buttock suddenly slipped off and you could tell his reflective action was to grab on the couch, but he Totally failed~~~ and fell onto the ground! omg. he's just so cute.

But mom is pretty insisting tht she doesnt want to keep TaoTao :~(

poo-ing on couch lastnight was like .. pouring alcohol into the flame . Bad .

Alil'bit of THiS & THaT

2009-05-03T03:02:00.000-07:00

Alil' bit of This.. & ..That , shape muh life . . .

Alil' bit of This.. & ..That , . . . . . . . .

seems so powerless yet powerful enough to

SOMETIMES,

place me high above the sky, ahead of everything ..

SOMETIMES,

feel so strengthless, struggling beneath all. .

Twilight = Dusk

2009-03-24T08:43:00.000-07:00

Twilight ,
the diffused light from the sky during the early evening or early morning when the sun is below the horizon and its light is refracted by the earth's atmosphere.

Twilight seems to be a beautiful moment..

Syn: Dusk.

A moment when i feel like a tiny lost lamb..

My 22nd Big Day Greetingsss!!!

2009-03-19T10:41:00.000-07:00

*Thanks somuch my Heartiess!! You all definitely made my day, my big day!! =)*

Lu lu. i tired. Sleep first ar. Good night babe. Wait till tomorrow morning then i wish you happy birthday, he he!

Happy birthday sweety:) Jiun here.

Happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 u,
happy birthday 2 ah luu ting,
happy birthday 2 u!!...
Luu luu, HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! 1st, wishur dream come true n all d best 2 ur future undertakin. 2nd, though u r gettin older but u're gettin prettier n prettier. ;-) 3rd,wishin u happy always, cheers always n laugh always. Lastly,treasure our friendship from d bottom of my heart. Baby luu, happy birthday n enjoy your lovely birthday!!hugss.. ;-)

Love always,
shian

生日快乐我亲爱的宝子，蘑菇茹茹！祝你常常开心，事事如意！最重要当然是身体健康! *mwakz* love always, chen.

Happy birthday samting!

Bear~~Happy Birthday喔！这阵子你都没联络我勒！不过没关系，我是不会因为这样而忘了你的生日哦！虽然这次不能帮你庆祝，但我答应你下次见面一定请你吃好吃的，哈哈。。。

荟茹荟茹～
生日快乐。
礼物收好咯:-)

On ur bday i wish you much pleasure & joy;
I hope all of ur wishes come true.
May each hour & minute be filled with delight,
And ur bday be perfect for you!
God blessed!

Happy birthday !!! Am i the first person to wish you ? Hahaha . Hope i am .

Suddenly think if i able to be the first one who say birthday to u every year that is coming up tht will be great . Goodnite. :*

HAPPY BIRTHDAY GORGEOUS!!!!

Luu luu, happy birthday to you!!a big bighug to my dearest sister..stay pretty and cool..n may all ur dreams come true..i love u muchiemuch!muaaaks!

Pretty lulu, wish you have a wonderful birthday and may your prettierness stay forever. Happy birthday darling.

Happy birthday gal!

Lu neng~ happy birthday to you! May all your wish come true this year ya! Muakss

Morning luu, its yr birthday again! HAPPY BIRTHDAY 2 U.Ha...ha times fly so fast, 21 yrs over already. yea

Happy super sweet birthday princess~! Haha.. It's your day today..may all your wishes come true n the happy blessing be with you all the time...

生日快乐！长大了！爸没有礼物给你！哈！

Hi,how are u.happy birthday to u..@ 秋云

Hello pretty lady.. Here to wish you a Happy Birthday ! Have lots of fun today. Xoxo Joanne :)

Yo darling! Happy birthday 2 u o! Wish u all the best ho!

Happy birthday, Samantha. Although i don't know why you're not answering calls. I'm here just to wish you have a great birthday and great coming in your life. Happy 22nd birthday!

*I feel so loved iM gonna keep them in phone to ensure tht i get to read them again and again and AGAIN! =) *

From the bottom of heart, I heart you all!!

2009-03-14T12:29:00.001-07:00

3.29am - 15thmarch09

I was home an hour ago, from thai bar.
20+hrs till my 22nd birthday. oh mang.. i wish i could lose count of the number =p ahahah

This evening after hiphop class, Chen - Shian - Jiayee - Wah - Hung - Teckming - Yunhao threw me a mini suprise party!! =) Thanks somuch guys. I was stunned the minute i heard 'Happy Birthday.." coming from the stairs .. It's real sweeeet sweeet SWEeeet!! =)

Guys, i really appreciate the efforts. It's really lovely .. the flowers , the cake , the sUprise!
I felt like i havent really celebrated birthday for yearss..
It might seem like a 'mini party' , it means alot ... to me.
Thanks for always being there for me ..
Thanks for always sayang-ing me ..
Thanks for taking me as your bestie ..
Thanks for being my bestiesss!

How can i not heart you all?! =)

And specially to my lolo ...
You guide me along the way ,
You gimme faith ..
You motivate ..
You encourage ..
You advice ..
You make me understand ..
You've made me a better person ..

You know ..
You're a best friend ..
You're a soulmate ..
You're really a great sister.
I cant imagine how it's gonna be one day when you get married .. Oh mang~~ Lol.
I Love You Somuch LoLo!! Thankss for everything, all and all!!

And meimei ...
You're gonna fly in 7hrs..
and damndamn, i bu she de .. .
we're 3yrs diff. but then your maturity, your wiseness, your intelligence ...
never make me feel tht you're a LITTLE sis =)
I love you mei, somuch!! You and lolo ...~~~

iM so loved.
iM so blessed. =)
Whenever the loneliness strikes, you guys fill my emptiness.
Day by day, i've come to understand ..
Life is in my hand ,
I've made who i am today ..
And iM responsible to make who i want to be in days to come.

I miss being independent!

2009-03-10T09:23:00.000-07:00

It's 12.23am - 11th March 09

I was extra-ordinarily excited thruout the night. I wonder if itz the caffeine of mocha i had after dinner , or was it bcuz the dull-ness and the blue-ness tht striked.. ?

Lots to spill ..
Remain unrevealed , eventually .
In a way, Relieved - i feel.

Thanks for the talk, the laughters over the phone.
I like your answers for the self-confident thingy btw.

"You're coming back for good?"
(Damn, not a good question) Miri is an ideal place to live in, miri is Home, miri is still the comfort zone.. but frankly, to settle down just like tht ..? i doubt ~ if i would regret. Well, iM pretty sure i would. .

Mei told me an exciting news this evening.
It's really a Dream-Come-True, if it happens to be the way i want it to be ..
*Fingers-crossed*

Btw, one of the major reasons iM so reluctant to stay home - I feel so not-motivated, due to my very-relying-on-ppl-personality, whenever there's ppl for me to rely on. This is when i really geram over myself. Life feels wonderful and meaningful and somuch contented when you get to stand on your own, managing yourself .. That is when you feel you're right on the path, moving closer and closer towards your goal! and i miss that!!

Hip Hop Classes( For Boys n Girls)!!

2009-02-27T17:23:00.000-08:00

Hip Hop Classes( For Boys n Girls)!

Venue: Misa Luvi Dance & Fitness Studio.

2nd Flr,Lot 1110, Block 7 MCLD (Pelita Commercial Centre, IBS College Building)

Time: 2pm-3pm Every Saturday
(starting from 7th of March)

3pm-4pm Every Saturday
(Starting from 7th of March)

* Special Offer for Students Only!
$5 only Per HipHOp Class!

For enquiries please contact Michelle @ 016 850 2755

Samantha @ 016 858 0528

金融海嘯的13個「意外」

2009-02-24T17:53:00.000-08:00

美國3/4月號「外交政策」（Foreign Policy）雙月刊並列出金融危機對政治、文化、社會經濟等各方面的13

項「意外」後遺症：

1.政府更聰明：失業問題嚴重，公務員鐵飯碗更有吸引力，以往擠破頭的金融機構不再吃香，政府更容易網羅一流人才。

2.政府易腐敗：受金融危機影響，全世界的貨物和服務需求大幅減少，政府訂單成為企業的生命線，企業不惜送紅包，政府貪腐勢必增加。

3.溫室氣體排放減少：全球經濟衰退的時間越長，排放的溫室氣體越少，天天天藍的機會可望增加（北京除外）。

4.網路廣告更肆無忌憚：報紙面臨生存危機，將更加仰仗網站廣告收入以免破產。未來瀏覽網路新聞時挫折感更重，因為隨時會受跳出來的廣告干擾。

5.更多人上教堂：統計數字顯示，從1968年到2004年，每逢經濟衰退，上教堂的人數就會增加50%。

6.下一代學會存錢：童年的宏觀經濟情況往往影響成年後的理財選擇，大蕭條時代長大的那一代，理財比前後代保守，相信現在的孩子將來很可能會更傾向儲蓄。

7.長裙當紅：華爾街有個鐵率：牛市裙短，熊市裙長。「花花公子」跨頁海報將不再青睞年輕和骨感，而起用豐腴的「熟女」，電影擔綱的也偏向熟男熟女。

8.年輕人願從軍：金融危機對18到24歲的年輕人衝擊最大，他們正是從軍的年齡，數據顯示，2008年第4季美軍5年來首次超額完成徵兵目標。

9.私校不再風光：過去一年來私立大學收到的捐款少了10%到30%，未來在給申請者獎助學金上將更趨保守。

10.更多人不敢退休：退休金縮水，原本打算現在或在數年內退休的嬰兒潮世代將不得不延退。

11.全球化不吃香：全球經濟不振造成保護主義抬頭，對外人所設的壁壘更高，跨境旅遊可能大幅減少，海外留學受影響，各大新聞機構也砍掉一些駐外機構降低成本。

12.「末日博士」更忙碌：預測這波經濟泡沫破裂的經濟學家、「末日博士」等，會成為全球各經濟危機研討會的大紅人，例如曾預言美國金融系統將崩潰的紐約大學教授魯比尼，今年1月已走訪伊斯坦堡、杜拜、阿布達比、倫敦、利雅德、蘇黎世、達弗斯和莫斯科。

13.「大蕭條」作品流行：撫今追昔，有關「大蕭條」時代的文學將主導亞馬遜暢銷排行榜。

Thanks

2009-02-18T05:50:00.000-08:00

Things may be different , if HE only turn to our page , yearss late-r

You loved , like there was no tomorrow ..
You cared , as if i knew nothing about this world ..
You held , as if i were a fragile crystal ..
You hugged , as if i had an addictive fragrance ..
You ayang , as if i were a newly-born kitten ..

Impatience was never a friend of yours ..

You were a Magician,
Turning yourself here with me the very minute i needed you, was your greatest trick.
Switching frowns into smiles, was what you capabled of ..

You were a Teacher,
Teaching me things that were never read-able in books ..

You were a Best friend,
Listening & Advising , truthfully ..

You were my Heart-calmer ..

You know..?
You made me the Princess of every Fairy Tale.

舞林大道 - 黑角 - 最終樂章

2009-02-07T08:02:00.000-08:00

舞林大道
- 黑角。最終樂章 -

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VbKvb4LdEAM&feature=related

MUST WATCH!
黑角，The Champion of 舞林大道!
Very creative dance crew from Taichung! ;)

Here's their dance during semi-final.
Memang creativeee~~ =)

舞林大道 - 黑角 - 背包客之印度之旅

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=VqKn9lGChbc

1st Lunch! AHa!

2009-02-06T22:05:00.000-08:00

GoodAfternoon!
It's 2.06pm and i've just finished my lunch! It's LUNCH babeh! ahahah this's probably the 1st time i have my meal in the noon, ever since i moved here. Time is totally terbalik for me. Most days, sekin and i would stay up till 6am to have our breakfast and only to turn in after tht, and then get up at around 2pm-3pm to get ready..whr she's going to work while i go dancing! =) with SOulDance! =D =D =D

Passing by a florist justnow and "AWwwww!! the valentine's bouquetss!! SOoo Lovely! I nearly bought myself the one with lotsa teddysss! The wrappers are all so nice!! I wonder why miri's .. *sigh* AHahaah =p
Talking bout this, i almost forgot Valentine's Day is just a week away.

Btw, i was checking mails and came across this "女人應該原諒男人的10個地方" and as usual, i deleted without even having a look at it. Mmm..iM not in the mood to explain why .. just tht, not every relationship is the same, everyone is different..

雙魚星座的女人

2009-02-05T05:58:00.000-08:00

雙魚星座的女人
田希仁

若說「女人是水做的」，那他大概指的是雙魚座的女子了。因為，沒有人比她更柔情似水了。「她是個標準的女人」，我相信你也一定會同意，典型的雙魚女子，根本就是男性夢中情人的化身。即使她不是絕世美女，她的舉手投足也都充滿了女人味。

更重要的是，魚座女子的女人味，絕對不只是外表的假象，她連骨子裡都徹底是個女人。在十二個星座的女子當中，魚座的女人是最沒有統御男人慾望的。她總是用那雙溫柔的眼睛看著妳，很認真的聽你說話。不管你是在講道理、還是在吹牛，她都不會潑你冷水，而且她的情緒也隨著你的喜怒哀樂而起伏。
當我心情不好的時侯，我通常不願意找魚座的女友訴苦。雖然她是那麼善解人意，但我實在覺得於心不忍，把自己的壞情緒感染給她。

如果你正在和一個魚座女子交往的話，你該發現到，她幾乎不會問你什麼事俗現實的問題，也不會逼你去多賺一點錢。你不會感覺她給妳任何壓力。尤其在你飽受現實摧殘的時侯，聽她溫柔浪漫的言語簡直是無上的享受。她的懷抱就是你的世外桃源。

雙魚座的女子通常會讓她的男人充滿信心。她可以時時讓妳感覺到—欣賞你，信賴你，需要你。她願意事事以你為主，她甘心依靠在你身邊，受你的保護。這麼可愛的女人，你說，會有哪個男人不喜歡呢？

然而，如此完美的雙魚座女性，畢竟還是有一些缺點的。不過，我相信權衡取捨下，你還是不會捨得放棄她的。

（1）魚座的女孩很愛幻想，不夠實際。有時侯她會為人生畫下理想藍圖，因而覺得生命充滿希望，雀躍不已。她的情緒常因為一點點風吹草動而起了變化。朋友的遭遇、悲傷的電影，甚至於她的幻想，都可能是影響她情緒的原因。

（2）雙魚座的女人很缺乏自信，即使她擁有了那麼多的優點，她仍然經常地覺得自己不夠好。她可能覺得自己不夠堅強，不夠有上進心，不夠能幹。她總是愈想愈擔心，愈沮喪。因此，她非常需要你給她鼓勵和安慰。你大聲說話或是一個不耐煩的表情，都可能讓她心碎。更不要說你變心囉！那很可能對她是致命的打擊。魚座女人的心是玻璃做的，既然她交給了妳，你可得小心呵護才行。

（3）許多魚座的女子有自我放逐的傾向。主要原因還是她們很容易深陷於一種情緒之中無法自拔（尤其是悲傷的情緒）。傷心的遭遇加上她們豐富的想像力，終於把自己變成了被全世界遺棄的悲劇角色。有不少的雙魚座女子在遭到家庭變故、感情挫折等等打擊之後，耽溺於酗酒、吸毒，甚至於習慣性的自殺。

(4) 雙魚座的女子幾乎都不怎麼有金錢觀念。你知道嘛！追求浪漫的女孩，多半都不太會打算盤，「預算」的觀念；她們或許要在幾次慘痛的經驗之後，才能稍微培養一些。

其實，多數的魚座女子都很願意在婚後做個快樂的家庭主婦（當然「少奶奶」會更理想），在社會上與男人一爭長短的魚座「女強人」實在少之又少。偶爾你或許會看到一兩個表面看來冷漠幹練的魚座職業婦女，但那純粹極度害怕受傷所作的偽裝。因為，沒有任何女人會比魚座的女人更需要被男人擁有和保護了。光是這一點就足夠讓男人響往了吧！所以，對百分之八十以上的女人來說，她們最害怕的第三者，就是雙魚座的女性。

至於我們剛才所提到，她們個性上的一些缺點，其實都是「多一點愛」「多一點關懷」就可以解決的問題。不要在你心情不好的時侯，對她大吼大叫，不要對於她的情緒視若無睹，否則你會迫使她游向另一個溫柔的懷抱。你可要知道，在後面排隊的人多得很呢？不要責備她不懂得預算，可以的話，你自己管帳好了。要不，看到她那雙淚汪汪的眼睛，你反而會愧疚自己賺得太少了。

她快樂的侯像隻活潑的小白兔，憂傷的時刻又像是受了驚嚇的鹿。總是讓人覺得應該要多疼愛她一點。最讓我羡慕又嫉妒的是，魚座的女子永遠可以保持那一派天真的女人味。即使她談過八次戀愛，離了三次婚，生過二個小孩。飽經世故的滄桑怎麼也沾染不到她。天啊，那究竟是怎麼作到的呢？

Anger

2009-02-04T23:18:00.000-08:00

- Anger is a condition in which the Tongue works faster than the Mind -

Nathaniel's ..

2009-02-04T07:13:00.000-08:00

"I do not know the point of this entry or why I feel this way. I've been feeling really strange of late. A little lost, perhaps. But what I do know, is that I feel suddenly suffocated.

It's like I can't say or write whatever I want anymore without having to consider 10 million different things. I wish I could say, "Who cares?"

It's not as easy as it seems. Who cares? I do."

- I actually pasted this from Nathaniel's. It's kinda odd to do thing like this, pasting ppl's entry..but damn~ .. this is exactly how i feel now. I think iM worse.. Atleast he still made it to comeout with this entry, iM totally blank..or is it confused?? Uhh!

Perfect vs Imperfect

2009-02-04T06:50:00.000-08:00

"You dont have to always be perfect.
Sometimes you may find beauty in your imperfection."

-聽說愛情回來過-

2009-02-03T08:02:00.000-08:00

原唱者：林憶蓮

在朋友那兒聽說痴心的你曾回來過
想請他替我向你問候只為了怕見了說不出口
你對以往的感觸還多不多
曾讓我心碎的你我依然深愛著

在朋友那兒聽說痴心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多
曾給我幸福的你我依然深深愛著

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你把你放在我心中

在朋友那兒聽說痴心的你曾找過我
我要他幫我對你隱瞞只是怕見了面會更難過
我對以往的感觸還那麼多
曾給我幸福的你我依然深深愛著

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你把你放在我心中

對你的聲音你的影你的手
我發誓說我沒有忘記過
而關於你選擇了現在的他我只能說我有些難過
我也真心真意的等過

有一種想見不敢見的傷痛有一種愛還埋藏在我心中
我只能把你放在我的心中
這一種想見不敢見的傷痛讓我對你的思念越來越濃
我卻只能把你把你放在我心中
只能把你把你放在我心中

恭喜發財!!

2009-02-03T06:46:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR !!

i know iM late, but it's still CNY! =D

Homeeey

2009-01-22T07:44:00.000-08:00

all of a sudden ..

I MISS HOME . . .

16th March Baby

2009-01-22T06:29:00.000-08:00

Calm and understated.

You struggle to express your love with words.

Over time, your partner learns to recognize your passion by the actions you take.

You're good at wooing someone slowly, without them even realizing it!

Number of True Loves You'll Have: 5
Number of Times You'll Have Your Heart Broken: 1

You are most compatible with people born on the 7th, 16th, and 25th of the month.

^,^

2009-01-22T03:31:00.000-08:00

Peeeepss !
I just had my dinner + snackieess = super full
I wanna gain weight gain weight.. Eeh no no no, the exact word should be 'grow meat!' lol. I realize i really need to grow some meat. (Lo, i still remember sometime 6,7yrs ago..you told me bout the typical city women..And No, i dont wanna look like them!) hehhee

Chinese New Year is just around the corner!
Sekin and I are still hunting for restaurants to have our reunion dinner hehehe.. Btw, we've succeeded to gather yoyo(nic) and meimei(zhensheng) to eat with us, and if Ah Jun will not be joining us, i guess we'll just have Thai cuisine; But if he's joining us, then we'll leave the decision to him, as he's the oldest (AHaha kidding kidding) He masters the roads all over Taiwan, so now you see why..?! =)

People people people!!
I have something to share with ...
Guess where i went yesterday??
THE SOUL DANCE !! WHoOohoo!~! It's like a dream comes true ahahah.. I had this undescribable excitement the moment i stepped into the studio. Oh My~~ I so love the place. I so adore their dances/their skills!
I attended their Girl HipHop class yesterday and know wht peeps.. Dancing with them is gonna become my routine tomorrow onwards! ^,^

如果你也聽說

2009-01-21T07:58:00.000-08:00

如果你也聽說

作詞：李焯雄　作曲：周杰倫　編曲：吳慶隆

突然發現站了好久　不知道要往哪走
還不想回家的我　再多人陪只會更寂寞
許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過
我的快樂要被認可　委曲卻沒有人訴說

夜把心　洋蔥般剝落
拿掉防衛剩下什麼　為什麼脆弱時候想你更多

如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我
像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
好多好多的話想對你說　懸著一顆心沒著落
要怎麼負荷　捨不得又無可奈何

如果你也聽說　會不會相信我
對流言　會附和　還是你　知道我還是我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱

許多話題關於我　就連我也有聽過
我想我寧可都沉默　解釋反而顯得做作

如果你也聽說　有沒有想過我
像普通　舊朋友　還是你　依然會心疼我
跌跌撞撞才明白了許多　懂我的人就你一個
想到你想起我　胸口依然溫熱
如果你想起我　你會想到什麼

歌名：對的人

2009-01-20T00:10:00.000-08:00

歌名：對的人

作詞：姚謙　作曲：Keith Stuart　編曲：Keith Stuart　演唱：戴愛玲/本多Ruru

你問在我心中　是否還苦惱　那次受傷　否決了愛的好
謝謝你的關照　我一切都好　一個人　不算困擾
愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現　在眼角

那次流過的淚　讓我學習到　如何祝福　如何轉身不要
在眼淚體會到　與自己擁抱　愛不是一種需要　是一種對照
愛雖然很美妙　卻不能為了寂寞　又陷了泥沼

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現

誰願意為了一份愛付出去多少　然後得到多少並不計較
當我想清楚了時候　我就算已經準備好
放手去愛　海闊天高 oh~~ya~~

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信這世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現

愛要耐心等待　仔細尋找　感覺很重要
寧可空白了手　等候一次　真心的擁抱
我相信在這個世界上　一定會遇到　對的人出現

我怎麼了 ..

2009-01-19T06:46:00.001-08:00

一直很想blogging..

I finally bought myself new pair of boots today! =)

剛7+pm買好靴子就回來了. 我答應雪塋說要把房間整個整理一遍, 現在看起來舒服多了 ^,^

我吃花生吃得好飽 ~~

電視機還是沒有訊號, 大概是剛剛的維修工人忘了把插頭接回去吧.
"如果你也聽說" - 張惠妹 , 你聽過嗎? .. 我好喜歡. 聽了那麼多遍, 其實我從來沒仔細注意過她的歌詞, 只是單純地喜歡她的旋律..似乎很有感觸的樣子. 今晚不知道一再地聽了多少遍..

---

我是不是迷失了?

...... ........ ..........

朝著目標邁進! =) "加油!"

靜

2009-01-19T05:23:00.000-08:00

大家都回家了 ..

昨天晚上蟲蟲和思吉他們在我們家呆到3.30am,阿俊就接他們到機場去了.. 連蟲蟲都回家了, 真的很靜耶~

本來打算送他們離開之後就上床睡覺了, 哪知道跟學塋聊阿聊的..不知不覺就5.30am了. 她吵著要下去買豆漿, 反正我又睡不著(不知道為什麼好像一直處於亢奮狀態哈!), 所以就到樓下買了早餐回來. 我大概8.30am才逼自己睡覺吧~ 可是只睡不到5個小時就醒來了.

其實今天早上一邊吃早餐一邊跟學塋聊天時, 我忽然驚覺自己似乎應該警惕一點. 之後就一直反覆地思考著同樣的問題.. 我是不是一時緊張,慌了腳步.. 我有種狗急跳牆的感覺. . .

我希望是自己多心了 ...

Never ever treat this as a game please, as i know i cant afford to lose ..

欣雯is leaving !

2009-01-15T17:28:00.001-08:00

Good Morning! It's 9.28am, and iM sitting still in front of my pc, waiting for my clothes in the tumble dryer. Stayed up all night with the two loveliess, 欣雯and美婷.. Actually by 2am, i was already 'fishing', but then i really didnt want to sleep and wakeup to see 雯 off just like tht. Therefore, i ngenge struggled.. hahaha then till around 4am, she asked if we wanted to have breakie at 永和豆漿, together with her BF (our so-called 大哥 in class),龍傳 and Melvis. Due to the door-opening time of dorm is 6am, i had to struggle for another 2more hrs. But then by 5.10am, i really beh tahan oredy, so i jumped onto 美婷's bed and took a short nap till 6am. The guys were oredy waiting outside our dorm, which was really rare for them to be so punctual. hahahah! but then again everything happens for a reason. They were really hungry, i think~ as their orders kept coming in and in, continuosly~~ hahaha

know wht peeps, i really need to nap awhile.. cannot tahan oredy.
*To be continued...

My SweetBitterSweetBitterSweetBitterSweet

2009-01-15T09:40:00.000-08:00

*My SweetBitterSweetBitterSweetBitterSweet*

Heehhe.. i want 'bitter' to be surrounded with 'sweet', i dontcare!

Frankly, iM now trying to not let my mood being dragged down.. as by tomorrow noon i'll have to see one of my closest friends off , so iM prohobiting myself to think about it at all tonight =( iM sure i'll miss her alot .. although now she's only 2 steps away from me, i miss her. 欣雯～欣雯～　I've promised her to write a post of her in my blog. Lemme introduce this lovelie to you all very soon!

Bytheway, I had a GREAT time tonight ^,^
My SweetBitterSweetBitterSWEET =))
I prefer keeping the details to myself ;)
Although i still dont feel so right about everything, .. it seems like a good beginning? =) hehhe..i dontknow. but i definitely like this guy.

goodnight peeps! goodnight My SBS! =)

為什麼不是你

2009-01-13T09:59:00.000-08:00

為什麼不是你 ..

Do you know tht you were the one i turned to, the other night when i was feeling so helpless? .. Hugging cell close to my heart, awaiting for your replies was the way i calmed myself .. .

Do you know tht i've never shown somuch .. ?

Have you really no idea about everything?

I wish i knew wht's on your mind.

13 Jan 2009

2009-01-12T20:04:00.000-08:00

I havent had much sleep recently. No other reasons, it's purely 'dont feel like sleeping' hehhe ;)

iM slowly moving into my new place and tomorrow morning shall be shifting everything over and by friday, i'll be officially graduating and leaving providence u, After getting my cert =)

Most of my friends have gone back to m'sia. This coming cny will be a pretty quiet one i guess~ Btw, the guy called 阿俊, who always picks us up and down has invited my friend and i to have reunion dinner, together with the other two ex-students from fengjia! hehhee.. sounds good, as he knows taichung very well and we wouldnt end up having reunion dinner at McD looo! =p

12mins to leave for class. I've registered myself into a short course of making breakie(s). It's so cold outside.. i wish i could hug my heater with me everywhere.
According to the news, taichung will remain as cold till cny, which is bad~ HmMmm Hmmm~~ dont feel like moving much you see?~ bad~ i miss the sun Oh sun !!

Ok,7mins more. Cant afford to be late today, as ive missed 2classes (Ehh i feel bad)!
=( i have to walk all the way down from dorm to the bus station opposite uni. OhMy~ Cold ~~~ My fingers and toes are pretty much frozen. Heater, i need you!!

Lion King

2009-01-10T09:34:00.000-08:00

Bored Bored Bored iM soooo Bored ~

Ohyeah! we finally went clubbing lastnight at this club named 'Lion King'. But then ive really got to say, it pretty much sucks in everything, especially the liqours! Itz more like we were drinking sprite, cola, laichi..~~Bad! But then again, those who ever been there claim tht lastnight was exceptionally sux lorr. as in the choices of liquors were less by half, the Dj(s) wasnt the usual one...blablaa
Btw, iM notsure if this is how all the clubs here run, but then liquors are all FOC!and i guess tht's why we shouldnt expect somuch larr~~ ahahaha
All we need to pay for is the covercharge(gurls FOC) and the so-called room we reserved earlier on.

Time to sleep! Goodnight peeps! ;)

Hurts

2009-01-06T09:16:00.000-08:00

It hurts ..
When i received thousands of greetings, you weren't even one of them ..

It hurts ..
When i finally gather my guts to lookforyou, your replies are never the same again ..

It hurts ..
When i thought the diary meant something..(To you,itz probably just plain 'courtesy')

It hurts ..
When iM forced to accept the fact tht my dreams are dreams tht'll never cometrue ..

It hurts ..
When i thought i would be ok, until i saw you the other night ..

It hurtss ..
Whenever i think of you .. ...

A day to remember, 3rd Jan 08 =)

2009-01-04T08:41:00.000-08:00

I cut my hair short! so super short. iM pretty fine with my new hairstyle, except the fringe~,which makes me look like a lil' gurl. HmmmHmmm.. .. It was supposed to make me look 'gesi gesi' like tht ok?! ahahahaah =p
However, having this short hair really does make a difference, light/burdenless/'COLD~~~~~' (my winter is getting colder) AHahaha

I've got alot to share..alot until i dontknow where to start. .so i decided to blog bout my tripsss, only after i move out of dorm and settle down, which is probably after a week or two from now.

I havent had much sleepss recently. Gonna jump into my warmmmy now. Muakss!

Again, HAPPY NEW YEAR EVERYONE!! =D

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

2009-01-01T08:40:00.000-08:00

SO HAPPY NEW YEAR PEEPSS!! =)

I just got back frm Taipei this evening. It's super cold in taichung now WHooOo~~
Btw, i finally witnessed the fireworks at Taipei 101! Buahaha! Last year i slipped the chance, and i bet you will all laugh your heads off if you know how i 'countdown-ed' last year .. hehehe .. While everyone was heading towards taipei for the new-year-concert/firworks, I, together with a few friends of mine were rushing back to dorm. Dont ask me why! HaA! I dont know ok!? =p

Anyway anyway, i havent stopped travelling since graduated. Loadss of pics to share with you all. but, wait till i really settle off ;) Eheheh!
Tht's all for now. i wanna gain my sleepss~~~ TOmorrow 'da bin lou' *WoOts!WoOts!* =D

GOODNIGHT!

HAPPY 2009 PEOPLE!!
What are your Wishes?? Tell me in my chatbox =) or you may whisper to my ear ;) ShHhhh~~ =p Your wishes(secret) safe with me! ahahaha~ WHAT?!

羅志祥 & 潘韋伯

2008-11-27T06:26:00.000-08:00

OohHYEAaaH! I've just met 羅志祥 3hrs ago! Ahahaha Ok ok, the exact word should be "Seen", i've just seen this super hot and cute and whOoo~ just super right guy at the concert held in uni. tonight. And also Wilber Pan, 潘韋伯! He's much slimmer than he is on tv..but dont get me wrong, he still looks fabulous-ly handsome as he does on tv. I have clipsss with me and i shall upload them soon to share with ya all *Winky wink* =D

Life

2008-11-24T06:43:00.000-08:00

Too much peace in life, everything is still..
There is no improvement.

Too much rough patch in life, we would long for peacefulness..

Everything in life contradicts.

-Michelle Ting-

iM back! (not from anywhr, just the piles of works)

2008-11-18T04:46:00.000-08:00

WhOo~ it's been 2weeks since i last blogged.
Time sure flies ~~ everyone is countingdown the day till graduate - 28Days!

Frankly, i dont even dare to imagine how happy and sad we all shall be, on 17th Dec 2008. Tears of joy to finally graduate and ofcourse the 'sour-ness' to part from everyone..

For now, iM still working on the gown and hair accessories for the show. 4weeks to go and iM expecting myself to get everything done latest by next week. And WhoOhooo~~ we're gonna start our tour around taiwan. well, not much places are in the plan actually, but then we try to make it to as much of those well-known ones as we can, by 8th Jan.,as some of them are gonna leave by then. and on 13th, almost all will be back to M'sia, for good. HmmMmmHmmmm... ..

And iM still notsure when i'll be back. iM pretty excited, looking forward to leading a diff. life here after graduate.. i'll hafta move out from dorm, rent a room outside, prolly near fengjia night market if iM lucky enough to find a landlord who's willing to sign me a lease of only a month or two?? *finger-crossed*
Ok btw, Hope everything goes my way =)

iM gonna get back to my sewing. and let's see.. maybe i'll update with ya all again this weekend? .. Ohyah! btw, it's Sports Day next Thurs. and iM participating in i-dontknow-howmany-Metres-Relay-Race! iM actually replacing one of my juniors and what i heard is th whole class, which means 32 of them are in the relay, so .. imagine~ how many metres will tht be? AHhahaah! And i shall take some pics to share here ;)

Muakss!

Daddy made my night =D

2008-11-03T06:38:00.001-08:00

^,^ Dad called! iM so happy to hear his voice!

Ddy sounded so kid-dily-Cute when he told me about the overly-salty chicken soup he made justnow. Instead of garam halus, he used garam kasar, as the garam halus at home finished already and he thought 'halus' and 'kasar' wouldnt make much difference. AHahaha my dad my dad~~ my papa~~ my daddy~~ my ddddyy!! LoveYouSoooMuch!!!!

WTHeLL!

2008-11-03T03:57:00.000-08:00

I've been through shits today

I swear i'll make you lick my shoes one day. damn you

- And roommate, please stop asking me Q, especially when you and i know tht you'll never bear in mind , nomatter wht my answers are. iM having a QUIZ tomorrow!

iM rushing baju !!

2008-11-01T09:21:00.000-07:00

Short one ,

iM tired . iM hungry
And iM going to sleep! Yeshh! and wakeup early tomorrow morning to continue with the baju!

Now I can feel the pressureee, but iM kind of enjoying it seriously ^,^
I love wht iM doing, AwWYeahh!

See ya tomorrow babehss.
Blogging's become a routine! since when..?! HAaa!

P/S : CHUCK!! BASS!! *3words 8syllables*

HAPPY HALLOWEEN AND HAPPY MAYDAY'S CONCERT IN PROV.U ^,^

2008-10-31T10:05:00.000-07:00

Blogging Time!

HAPPY BELATED HALLOWEEN PEEPS!! Did you all have fun? disguising pumpkin, kittycat

and stuffs~~? My friends and i were planning to attend a halloween party thrown

somewhr at the city, but then we ended up cancelling the plan as there're piles of

works to rush within this weekend.

And B.T.W., it's MAYDAY LIVE IN PROVIDENCE U TONIGHT!!! So HEEehehehee =D , i stayed

in room the whole night, tying braids and braids and still braids with my windows

open wideeee, so tht i can listen to 五月天!! ^,^

Seriously, iM kinda pekchek i didnt go to the concert, didnt get to see them. While

walking back to dorm justnow in the evening, i passed by the stadium where i usually

jog, and oso happened to be the venue where they were holding the concert, i heard 阿

信 singing! (rehearsal-ing) and then it was 諺明 testing the drums. Could merely see

them from where i stood, quite a distance from the stage actually.

But it's not bad though.. i get to do my works and enjoy the live band, FOC =)

Anyway, it's 1.19am now. My brain isnt really functioning already. I was planning to

continue with the sewing of my barbie's dress.. Tomorrow's gonna be a busy day -

hafta collect my model's baju ; find accessories ; buy crystals, beads.. all the

materials to be added onto the baju.. huuhuuu. .and the barbie has to be submitted

by monday, BAd bad*. This weekend's gonna be "RUSHING BARBIE'S BAJU DAYS"

P/S: Before i ended, allow me to say , "CHUCK!!"(yelling) AHahaha!!

The hairstyle kena rejected lerr

2008-10-30T08:42:00.001-07:00

Post for today.
Again.. as planned, i was supposed to be sleeping by now, but yeayea, iM still here, wanting to write something for today before sleep.

The hairstyle iM doing for the graduation show has totally being rejected by My-very-lihai-hairdressing-But-doesntknow-how-to-teach-Teacher. Everything seems so easy to him, but gosh~ we arent even good with the basis. iM actually pretty good with the hairstyle i come out with, i think it's nice..gorgeous =) but haiya~ see how larr.. if i have the mood, i'll come out with something tht 'suits his taste'; and if not, i'll just stick to mine ;) Beautiful, elegant, ancient goddess look ok.

TOmoro morning iM gonna go jogging! =D
Since the weather is still pretty warm, i shall grab the chance to work out more ^,^
Goodnight peeps! my roommate is staring at me from her bed, i can feel tht haahah.. she's prolly wondering why iM still not off-ing the light since she's said tht she's going to bed. Ok ok. iM off. =)

I HATE YOUR CLASS!! STUPID

2008-10-29T07:37:00.000-07:00

First of all, "THAT BUG.." - It left without saying Goodbye , i guess ~ ;)

Ok now wht .. Let's see . .
I was trying to figure out the 'template', so tht i can change away the picture in my blog with a more latest one.. but then it seems abit too complicated, so i guess i'll just leave it this way till i seek help frm chen.

I hate to say, but iM feeling so miserable at the moment. Mid-term is coming and i feel like shit. There's quiz and reportsss and phototaking session and the graduation show...!!!! DAMN! It's actually a waste of time to arrange us with some of the classes! Particularly Today's Class - Lecturer doesntknow wht to teach, and each and every time of this stupid class, we're asked to be there punctually at 1.10pm; sit back and listen to the lecturer to forcefully dig words out of her tiny brain; and then giving comments(trying to show tht she is the lecturer), which is TOTALLY NOT HELPING! GOSH! and as the leader of my group, i hafta leave dorm at 7.30am starting from next thurs to borrow equipments for her class. 7.30am!! meaning i hafta wakeup at 6am! & meaning, same goes for Winter!! Who wakesup tht early?! And.. MID-TERM REPORT! DAMN!! WE DONT NEED THT OK?!! You know time is running out for us? Wasting 2hrs SITTING, i mean really 'SITTING' in your class is just SO DAMN!!

A random post (bt i found out i can actually bs alot, potential to be a writer? AHa! =p)

2008-10-28T09:34:00.000-07:00

iM not sleepy
But iM going to sleep!

Thought i should blog abit, atleast leave a word or two before jumping onto my bed =)

Plan was to turn in by 12am, but then blur me to go re-painting my nails 7mins before 12am.. and due to the-ngenge-paint-till-dontknow-howmany-Layerss, i had to wait for >1/2hr before tht 10 tiny purpl-ies to dry. And as usual, i accidentally scratched one of them, again. Anyway, it's toobad i cant show you all how Beautyful they actually are, in Purple! =) (phone no cable and there's no way i can figure out why it cant be transfered via bluetooth)

B.T.W. , there's this bug with wings here distracting me by flying in a circle, as if it's running in a standard 400m stadium, rounds and rounds and roundss. It's been here since half an hour ago, and i dont think it's worthy to spoil my nails for IT, so i actually said "gimme 1/2hr and you'll see". Obviously, insects are still insects. can never understand human's language. But then, killing an insect is still a sin. so iM just gonna switch off the light and we'll see if it goes away tomorrow ;)

Goodnight peeps. and goodnight to you too, lil'bug.

"WE'RE STILL FRIENDS"

2008-10-27T03:46:00.000-07:00

"WE'RE STILL FRIENDS" , is a phrase heard during break-ups around the world.
But is it feasible?
Sure, it just takes alil' time..

Separation + Time + New Relationships --> Friendship with an ex

- Interesting. I came across this in COsmosgirl =)

Chuck Bass to My Rescue =p

2008-10-26T06:19:00.000-07:00

BLANK BLANK BLANK
I've been so blank , ever since the day i decided to allow myself to stay blank, some time 2weeks ago? just so tht i can sleep at nights. And it's bad, cuz iM now in the state where , "No ideas + No productions -> Insomnia" . Darn

Therefore, i literally distract myself away from the crapss.. and fill in my BLank-ness by watching GossipGirl! =D

Nate is hot . but CHUCK is Sexy! CHUCK BASS!! OhMy~ ^,^

「樂觀」

2008-10-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

別人不能給予「樂觀」，只有相信自己，靠意志力及想法，才能成就微笑面對每一天。

我愛一切美麗的事物(難道你不是嗎?) =p

2008-10-18T06:43:00.000-07:00

我絕對是ㄧ個視覺性的動物!

今晚有股莫名的空虛, 但也有股莫名的開心..一直不由自主地微笑.. ,which is a good thing, in a

way, i guess ?! =)

我在看"這裏發現愛", 12集了吧. 我其實不太看台灣的偶像劇,太沒劇情,太不真實了. 這部其實我也沒有真的

在追, 看一集,跳四集? 哈哈. 反正我會去下載都是為了看關穎和王傳一! you know you know, 視覺上的享

受 =D

^,^ 王傳一傳王 wOotsWoOtsWOoooOotss!! 帥,倒還好.可是他就是不一樣,他不像台灣的男生(EHey iM not gonna 'criticize' them so publicly..), maybe i should say, "unlike MOST of the guys here.." (winkie)

王傳一 : "我想要快點離開, 因為有你在的地方, 我無法呼吸.." (When the girlfriend brokeup wid
him)

AaWwwww.. i wish he said tht to me , and i would .. i dont know. i just wish i were

the leading actress, the he-so-dying-to-love-girlfriend! ANd know wht, if i were, i

would use any tactic to make the series as panjang as 意難忘 (howmany epi was tht

oredy? >1000epi?) WhOoHhooo!! (winkiewinkieWINK)

我不喜歡這種感覺..

2008-10-15T07:45:00.000-07:00

你知道嗎?
我今天很不開心..

想要列出所有問題, 然後一一解決..可,我沒有勇氣..害怕面對可能無法解決的問題.

我知道這是逃避, 我也清楚逃避不會讓問題就此消失..

每當腦袋浮現所謂的種種問題時, 心裡有股懦弱湧上,指使並禁止其深入探討..

我感覺心臟不斷地在"收縮", 彷彿要把自己像馬陸自衛般,捲起來..變的小小的,不然自己看見他人,也就此

安慰自己他人也看不見自己. .

L o v e

2008-10-15T07:28:00.000-07:00

Love is
Not to forget but to forgive,
Not to see but to understand,
Not to hear but to listen,
Not to let go but to Hold on.

Find a guy,
Who calls you Beautiful instead of hot.
Who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Who stays awake just to watch you sleep.

The guy,
Who kisses your forehead.
Who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats.
Who holds your hand in front of his friends.
Who is constantly reminding you of HowMuch He Cares about you and How Lucky He is to Have You.

The One who turns to his friends and says, '...That's Her.' =)

永恆

2008-10-14T21:15:00.000-07:00

处於年少時期, 我們會覺得一切都是永恆 ..

青春永恆 . 友情永恆 . 生命永恆 .
戀愛的甜蜜是永恆 ; 失戀的哀傷也是永恆

可是, 慢慢地..我們會知道,
變換與無常才是生命的真相.

我們也會慢慢知道,
唯一永恆的, 只有那些經過歲月淬練後依然存在的美好

CHANEL NO.5 !!!

2008-10-10T09:33:00.001-07:00

I BOUGHT MYSELF CHANEL NO.5! ! !
FINALLY !!
Nothing is Happier ... !! ;)

Why Guys Dump Girls They Dig

2008-10-06T07:52:00.000-07:00

1. The Timing Is Off !

2. We're Not Finished Playing the Field !!

3. We're Fixated on the Worst-Case Scenario ?!?

4. We're in Like, Not in Love !?

5. We're Too into You ??!!?!

Just when you thought it was all bad news, here's a hard-to-fess-up admission: Guys are

protective of their emotions. Translation: We're scared of being hurt. So, if we start to feel like

we're getting into a situation where we'll be destroyed if you dump us, we might launch a

preemptive strike and yank the plug first. For Gary, 27, showing his girlfriend of two years the

exit felt like the only choice. "She was the first girl I was serious with, and I didn't like letting

someone have that much power over me. I was starting to feel emotionally needy, and that was

uncomfortable for me," he recalls. "So I ditched her to save myself!"

Sounds crazy, but cut us some slack. Think about how vulnerable and paranoid you feel when you're nuts about a guy, and realize that we go through the same thing with girls we really like. But our friends aren't as good at helping us get over an ex as yours are, plus being openly heartbroken makes us look like wusses. Nope, it's better to act like a winner before you turn us into a loser, which is when our natural self-preservation may come into play. Before the real humiliation and pain assail us like a plague, ending the relationship seems like a good option.

OH YEAA ??!?<strong>

Back in Taiwan

2008-09-22T07:02:00.000-07:00

Peeps , iM back in Taiwan again. . for the last sem.

It's autumn , but it's summerY-hot.

Washed three rounds of clothes,
Washed myself thrice today..

I dont remember where i placed my broom,
or did someone take it away while i was away?
I want my broom backk.. the floor needs to be swept, right away ;)

I skipped class to unpack my packiess..
And i'll be back in class by 9 o'clock tomorrow morning. .

Oh hey .. i miss da funss in miri . . my babehs and dudeys =)

I didnt drop a single tear this time. .
iM not .. and i wont .. =)

W-H-h-E-Eeee!! !!

Inspirations

2008-09-16T21:14:00.000-07:00

I need inspirations .. inspirations. .
Anyone ??

HeLLooOo.... . . . .

Scorpio.. Any scorpio out there? Any ideas?

iM so stucked . . jammed . . .

Oh i need to find a place where i can observe observe and observeEee , i guess~ ^,^
But where? Any suggestions ppl? A not-so-noisy but ofcourse not-as-quiet till i can hear the dropping-of-my-hairpin-on-the-floor-Place. Most importantly, there must be loadss and loadss of peepss.. Where? Suggestions please! Call me / Text me / Leave me a msg in my chatbox

i'll be so grateful ; ) Yes, i will .

Going back soon

2008-09-11T05:31:00.000-07:00

Peeps peepss! It's 11th Sept .. Time Flies~~ iM going back in a week. Sad sad, but then come to think of it, therez only 3,4months left to complete my 2yrs studies. Oh time fliess ~ ~

I was really in the mood to blog just 2mins ago, but then iM sort of distracted by the show on tv right now. Aahahh. . Oklarr, i shall probably just sit back and concentrate on the show, rather than letting them both fighting in my head.

I so love my babehs and dudeys!!

Friends come and go ....

2008-09-02T08:02:00.000-07:00

Friendss come and go ... ...
(it's sad to say but it's just so true)

Things are going pretty .. bad(?).. .... Umm..... I dont knoww. . .

"I was upset wid your attitude, a couple days ago...
But now ive thought it thru.. I cant bear the bundle you place on my shoulders, iM just not the kind of friend you always thought i should be.. So, let's just remain it this way. We're good, arent we? Well, atleast iM good.."

Deep down in my heart, there i whispered: Keep it all inside. Never make it into something so big deal.. . - Ok, i just need to spill it out..and iM feeling much better now.

Switch to something worth a smile ^,^
Ive met new friendssss over these couples of weeks. iM just so Happy!! =)

Relax - ing ~ ~

2008-08-12T07:02:00.000-07:00

Oh yeah babeh, i just painted my nails with a nu color which i had never used before. Found it in mommy's drawer. btw, it's a combination of gold + champagne + abitbit of pinky?!? AHa! who cares.. I love it!!

iM all alone in tv-room, with my darling piipii guiding(sleeping actually) by the door; and meimei is working hard, swallowing every single word to cope with the Sejarah exam tomorrow, while mmymmy's chasing her hokkien series, both upstairs since after-dinner justnow. And Loulou is out to Citrus! awaiting her comments heehhe..

Oh no~ i can feel the heat 'monopolysing' my territory. . iM gonna on the air-cond, gimme a sec.

Backie. finished my teh tarek(Ming's) =D

to be continued.... ....

AAaahHhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2008-08-11T07:31:00.000-07:00

救我啊 !

Oh NOOOooooo!！!！!！

HmMmppppphhhhhhhhh~~~~~~~~~~~~~

*piiiiinnnggggggg - piiiiiiaAaaannnngggggg~piang~piang*

A day before Olympic!! =D

2008-08-07T00:23:00.000-07:00

I feel like blogging all of a sudden ^,^

Umm.. well, let's go thru my schedule for today :

8am - Wokeup & dressed-up to send lou to uni before 10am, so we had to leave home by 9.15am

(time promised a night ago) but as usual(never punctual), we left home at 9.35am =p

10am - Met up with chen and sneaked into library till 11am

11am - Lou, wei, chen, via and I went brunch nearby Dps.

(EHey, i didnt take note of the eatery's name ~Blaaah..)

12+pm - Went Boulevard with via to get some stationery after sending them back to uni.

Nearly bought a recipe book impulsively ;) ...

Via and i went browsing thru the variety flavours of mooncakes with the fancy fancy boxes and ofcourse to check out the prices as well. To my surprise, they actually have flavours like tiramisu oreo, caramel..... The cheapest should be RM8.50 each and Rm13.oo marks the highest price among all, if not mistaken. Btw, the conclusion is: They're muchmore expensive than i expected, so i decided to bring MOM aloonngg tomorrow. . . . AHaha =p
Anway, the pastry and cakes in sugarbun caught my attention upon leaving. The danish look fine to me, but then the cakes... Oh Nono..NO! i wonder who makes them, i wonder who cuts them.. it's so . very . super unpresentable~~ i never tasted any, but i hope they're delicious (or else..i guess i wlll never figure out how tht session of sugarbun survives until today..?)

Anyhow, if you happen to read my post, and you happen to be the friend or the relative or just anyone who is related to sugarbun, i dont mean to be offensive. but please do something to improve the imperfect parts.

Alright, tht's all for now. need to get afew things done. btw, i was home by around 1.15pm.

Online with my own lappie!!

2008-07-28T20:45:00.000-07:00

YoOhooOoo ~!~!~!~

i can finally get online with my own lappie. Had it checked with the technician and the wireless is officially annouced *Dead* ~ booohoooo ~ So i bought a wireless adapter for RM100, xim tia wei.. But then now i get to go online chatting, reading blogs, watching youtube clips etc. with my lappie; while playing dvd on tv, drinking kopi eating roti in my living-room, it's ALL WORTH IT! Aha^,^

Time Machine

2008-07-09T20:20:00.000-07:00

The world you see in the back mirror is always said to be more beautiful..
What do you think?

If now you're really given a chance to turn back time, will you.. ?

That would be a NO for me.

There're things which i wish i had handled better,

But Everything in the past makes me who i am today and i love everything in me =)

2nd July

2008-07-01T11:13:00.000-07:00

2.13am , i dont feel like sleeping, although i can feel the sleeping worms running in my head oredy. Lou is still up, on the phone, 1M from me. Ooh, my baby piipii just jumped onto lappy and she's now in my bearrr hug~~

DOouur iM blur already ..

i miss you , i know i shouldnt. But i miss you. DamnDamnDamn*

The Fact

2008-06-24T07:38:00.000-07:00

The fact is always so cruel..

The fact that we are from two very different world;

The fact that no matter how hard we've tried to change for each other, by the end of the day things turned back to the beginning point again;

The fact that we are not meant to be;

The fact that our fate has come to an end.. i've lost you.

But i miss you.

HomeSweetHome ^^

2008-06-07T08:42:00.000-07:00

Tada!~!
iM going home in 2weeks time. Overjoy =D

16th March Baby ^,^

2008-06-07T08:38:00.000-07:00

Definitely Not Friend!

2008-06-04T07:18:00.000-07:00

I hate virus!!

(Short one. Will update the details in a day or two. Bcuz i need to gain my sleep now, not having enough.. Thanks to you Trojan, a**!)

My Baby Mekmek!

2008-05-28T00:43:00.000-07:00

Olivia Ting

@ Via @ BirdieVia

This attractive young lady, who has just turned 17 half year ago, is my lil' sista!

I love her I sayang her I adore her!!! =D

Not to mention her perfect apprearance, she has a great great great personality - outgoing, cute, hardworking, owes knows wht she's aftering, rational, smart.. A responsible daughter/sista/leader .. and she has a great sense of humour! =D toomuch to list out ^^^

Mekmek has all that wonderful characteristic i wish i had in me.me.me =) and tht's why i always tell her i would definitely go after her if iM a guy!! AHaaha!

iM just so proud of her!! Muaksy **

DAMN

2008-05-25T22:33:00.000-07:00

Damn Damn Damn !!!

Move On!!

2008-05-23T23:02:00.000-07:00

Cut the crap

MOVE ON !!

One thing you would do ...

2008-05-21T05:59:00.000-07:00

What's the One thing you would do if your life is gonna come to an end within 24hrs?

What's the One thing in the past you would change if you're allowed to?

What's the One thing you would change in your current life if you're given the opportunity to?

21st May

2008-05-21T01:15:00.000-07:00

15mins to class.

iM bored.

My roommate is napping, my room is dark.

iM drowsy.

I've just gone thru the news on earthquake in sichuan, so heart-broken tht i cant bear to go on with the news anymore.

Natural disasters . . .

*Fingers crossed*

4 weeks away

2008-05-19T06:13:00.000-07:00

An exam's coming up tomorrow and i havent even started reading for it. but iM not even worried bout not having enough time to finish it Hahaha, bcuz ive got a whole morning tomorrow to telan buku. and tht explains why iM still here ^,^

Today's just another Monday, a raining Monday. After class i went uni bookstore to check out on novels, and by the time i came out it was already pouring, so i had to run in the rain.n.nn back to dorm. But then again it's just a very very Very short distance larr EHeehhe

Cod Fish My favorite Cod fish! Had deep-fried cod fish rice for dinner. If only it's GRILLED, instead of fried, would be much YuMmiEerr!

WOopps 9.30pm already. Ok i gotta admit my heart stopped beating for a sec when i saw the time seconds ago.. Oklarr, need to stop loooo... Before i doze off, due to lack-ing of sleep lastnight.
Goodnight in advance! Muaks

Happy Mama's Day!!

2008-05-11T08:01:00.000-07:00

Okie, Title is just a title. The following content has nothing to do with my Happy Mama's Day title, just to let you know =)

"iM a mixed-blood child", popped out of my head so randomly in bus this morning HEe..

Let me explain : My Beloved Grandpa - Foochow
My Beloved Grandma - Melanau
So, My Daddeh - 50% Foochow 50% Melanau
And so, i happen to be 25% Foochow 25% Melanau

"Mixed-blood", always followed by a "Woahh!" (Ppl normally react tht way). Dont think i need to explain much, as we all have the same thought i guess, where Mixed-blood child is beautiful, with the eyes bigger, blue eyeballs, darker brows, perky nose..blablaa
But a Melanau mixed ? Hahah.. not being discriminative, Proud to be 25% Melan. But then, i bet this does difer from other combination of a Japanese + Chinese , Indian + English , Russian + ...., you know. . =p

Anyway, it's sad to say but iM the only one in my family who have never been to Mukah, the origin of Melanaus. As i chose to stay back in miri for a basketball tournament yearsss ago.
The small town is now developing itself at a rapid pace. A resort is built.. Maybe i really shall pay a visit there, hor Ddy? =)

It's getting late already. 15mins to 12am, i was supposed to sleep at 11pm. Aahh!
Night Peepz!! i had troubles logging into my page justnow, hope it wont happen again tomorrow *Fingers crossed*

Blogspot!!

2008-05-09T06:06:00.000-07:00

Thanks Chenchen for creating me this brand-new blog! =)

Due to the very absent-minded me, both the username and password of my previous blogspot are totally wiped away from my memory* =p

First post. So this's just gonna be a short and simple one.

HOoLA!! I now officially annouce tht, i'll be blogging HERE for the following days, years to come.. I promise this'll be a blog filled with all sorts of Feeelinggss. you know, Happyness*Excitement*sometimes abit of sorrows larr. complaints larr... And ofcourse beautifully-taken pictures of my greatiee love and loved oness will be posted! =)